Now that I've made my pro-surgery decision I just want to get it over with. I can't stand living like this. I want it now. Gimme the knife!! :)
This will crack you up... at my last appointment with Dr. GI, I found out from his assistant/receptionist that he thinks surgery would be good for me! This from the doctor who sternly recommended Remicade and told me I should save surgery for a last resort! Does he realize what peace of mind he would have given me if he had told me this to my face?! Even if he didn't want to sway my decision he could have said it after I told him I had made my choice. Arg.
Knife! Now! Or should I say... scalpel, now!